Should I purse girl? (Complicated)
I am a college student on domestic exchange.. I met this girl who is also in my program who is exchange from a different state. We are just friends but I am starting to have feelings for her. The only thing is she is 5 years older than me. She is about to graduate after this semester and I have another year and a half. I will probably go home after this semester and she will too. She also hasn't given any IOI's (indicators of interest) and when I talked briefly about the possibility of something happening between us she acted as if she didn't want to get into it. Granted she is a little shell-shocked from her last relationship that ended badly 3 years ago.
This should be a clear decision of not to pursue except she is so different from any girl I've ever met. And when I lay next to her I feel as if this is exactly where I'd like to be in 50 years. I've never felt anything like this. So please help me out? Should I go for it and maybe make a fool out of myself and make things weird for the rest of the semester (we hang out every day)? The distance thing could be an issue,and she says she doesn't like long distance, but the thing is, I know it might sound crazy for someone I just met, but I feel like I am willing to follow her across the world... Am I CRAZY?