Is kiss a very serious deal?
I like this girl who is my coworker, I had a first date -- not a really date, it is not claimed as a date -- with her tonight, we went to bar to had beers and wine, then, we went to my apartment had some talking, everything was fine, may be the atmosphere was not as romantic as it could be, just some normal conversation.
But when I asked to kiss her, I was refused.
I know it was not a weired thing that I was refused, it could happen for many many reasons, I just want to know what exactly she was thinking. What she said is this is only the first time we hang out together, she just treat me as a friend.
But I think she intended to hang out with me, at least before tonight, so I am not sure if it is I messed it up during the dating tonight.
It is not a big deal to have a kiss, right? We handed together and I touched her body when we are talking sitting on sofa.
So I really confused, now I feel very hurt, because I think maybe it is me that are not so attractive which must be the root reason.
So sad.