How's it going everyone.
Heres a little insides on my situation. 18 Years old both of us. High School both of us. Yea i know laugh it up. :D
Well it started about 2 months ago. I started talking to this girl I am really interested in. She is beautiful to me. She is about as perfect as perfect can be to me. We used to talk a little bit early in High School like in 9th and 10th grade, and from what she told me recently I remember all the funny shit i used to do during classes and that really sparked her. I wish i knew that 4 years ago :shocked:
Anyway, i know i didnt screw up anywhere in my plan to get her. I didnt do anything stupid and after all the ups and downs and turn arounds ive had over women in the past, this one i was for sure that i didnt screw up.
And to my suprise it worked. SHE actually asked me out. How suprised was I. I was totally interested in going with her and so was she. And then the time came around for our day to come and i was about to tell her when i was going to pick her up.
This is where it gets sour.................stick with me you have to read this
I ask her when she wants to be picked up for our date and you have to realize this is our senior year. She said she wanted to go out with me instead of going to the homecoming dance. And then what a hippocrite. Shes like "just go" to the homecoming dance tonight. Yup thats what she said to me. And at that point i was speechless. I knew at that point and time that she didnt want to go out with me. i was thinking in my head why would you say this to me when YOU were the one who wanted to go out with me!!!!!!What a hit in the heart.
So not knowing what to say i just said **** it and figured she was just playing litle mind games with me like every other woman has practically. then after that weekend i talked to her and pretty much told her off and called her a traitor for ditching me. and then what a woman, turnes it around and says that im the traitor because i didnt go to the dance. and i explained it to her that you said yea just go, not go with me. so we got back on track after that. i am not one of 2nd chances at all.
next week
so i decide ill give this a second shot. i ask her if she wants to go on that date since you blew me off(guilt usually works) so shes like ok but i dont know which day this weekend. guess what friday comes around and shes absolutely nowhere to be found. so i talk to her on aim on saturday night, first time i can get in contact with her by the way, and shes like my sister came in from new york and blah blah blah and im sorry im bad at keeping commitments and it wasnt a lie either.
here we go again 3 weeks later
her car died and i offered her a ride to school and to take her to get a new battery and fix it for her. ohh well see she says. well i guess she took it to the mechanic or what ever. but at this point i realized there was no hope for me or her ever having anything more than a hi bye school relationship.
and the sad part of this all is that she talks to me all the time.
she shows no body language so i cant pick up on anything.
i cant see if shes interested.
and then!
here comes by break
she tells me TODAY that shes feeling like shit because her mom's boyfriend is there. shes gone through 2 divorces in her life. and now her mom and this boyfriend are getting serious. and i truly think that shes mixed from her mom and the boyfriend thing and i dont know what to do. its driving me nuts.
id appreciate any advide you can dish out
awan
