probably I am an egoist . . . am I ?

hello everybody,

First of all I'd like to apologize for my future mistakes in english, coz Im not a native speaker.

So my problem is that I have a lovely relationship with my bf, ( though we are far away ) but some things anyway occure.

2 weeks ago he had some troubles with business, so he was very upset , he called me almost everyday, we were speaking for hours, or staying up till the morning in msn, messages... I tried to support him, to help, to listen.

He told me that a friend of him, also his partner, was about to visit him from abroad, he was waiting for him much, coz with the help of that man he could solve some troubles. Well .. a week had passed..( i mean this last week ) he didnt call me, didnt write. Just on Wednesday he wrote to me Sweet dreams. I answered back. Since Wednesday we havent spoken, I was guessing that probably his friend had come and they were having pretty nice time. So yesterday he wrote to me msg, I was very cold with him, as so many days had passed, I felt like he didnt need me those other days, as now everything is Okey..

He called me and we started talking. he tried to understand why I got hurt and upset, why didnt tell him any good word back.. Also I faund out that they really had pretty good time, he was at the wedding, bday, cinema..

He was so joyfull while telling. And I was very upset, coz all those days I was hurt that I realise he needed me as his ambulance, when things go bad!

I didnt tell him anything about that.. I dont know why. Today he caught me in facebook and again asked, added that he couldnt sleep at night, he was thinking of my reaction, of my mood the day before, again asked what was the matter. But I didnt explain again. telling bye, i have to go.

Probably tomorrow he will call me , or we will meet in internet, how to tell him about this? Im just afraid of showing him my weak place,,, Im embarassed to tell this. Coz it maybe really small thing..

Please, guys, tell me what you think of this..

thx in advance