it can never be

* I thought of this while in my schools cafeteria talking to my friend (who with i want to be more)*

i see you there sitting across the table
while my dreams involve walking by a maple
and you by my side walking hand in hand
but in real life it just can't

in real life we can never be
for even in my dreams i have to plea
and no body can see what i'm feeling
for they only look at the roof (you know above the ceiling)

for if they dig down deep in to the room
they'll see life for me is a really big boom
they'll see my emotions gasping for air
while my soul is dying with out a care

they'll also see the torture i keep inside
for in real life i have to hide
all of my greatest fables
while i watch you from across the table

Realy touchy...