it's been a month and i just cant take it anymore!!!
Im a guy and So for the past 2 years i have been best friends with the girl of my dreams thats right the girl of my dreams and she was and still is everything to me. She is amazing compared to other girls she thinks and always says she's fat when she's no she's just right for anyone, she's beautiful has an absolute amazing to die for personality although she's really insecure of herself, and she is really talented she can draw/paint sing and act really good. So anyways about 2 months ago things started getting a little different between us she's always known that Ive loved her and it hasnt gotten in the way of our friend ship even though i've asked her out 2 times in the past. Well 2 months ago she started to flirt with me for real like none of that kind of stuff we've had before. I thought it was great then her best friend(girl) came to me and started to tell me that she was gonna help me out with her. It made me one of the Happiest guys on the planet! So that whole month was wonderful like a dream come true we didnt go out but we were actually going somewhere you know. Then came a day where she and the rest of her drama crew were having a gala and there i told her everything good i felt about her everything i thought of her and all the things she shouldnt be insecure about. She was on the brink of tears by the time of was done and gave me a really big and long hug. So the weekend passes and i didnt see her. Monday was my birthday and she came to school late, she never comes to school late actually really early, just so she could give me my present which was this snuggie that she woke up for early in the morning to go get*long story*. The way she looked at me that day i knew i just knew that she liked me, but then lunch came. It was lunch and we were together like usual but then this guy came over and started to flirt with her and she just went along with it and it really got me pissed, she looked at me while she was doing that. I kept those thoughts to myself then the next day she jsut started hugging with the guy laughing and flirting right in front of my like crazy, i asked her bestfriend for help and she told me not to worry about it. I left school without saying bye to her. That night she called me and asked me what was wrong and i told her and she told me that it wasnt a problem and then i asked her if she really wanted to make us work out and if she cared about my feelings. Then we both got in this huge fight which ended up in us both saying things that we shouldnt have said. She then sent me a really long message telling me that i should just get over her cuz she was taking to long to come around and that im a really awesome guy that has qualities any girl would die for then i just started breaking down and i told her that i loved her. she then said that no u dont it's just a mental and physical attraction and then i told her no it isnt it's the real deal i know it is. She told me then i still wanna be friends and good night my dad is starting to yell at me cuz it's late. The next day came and i said hi to her and she just ignored me and walked in the other direction. It's been like that for a month now and i just don't know what to do anymore should i say something or should i wait till she say's something which idk if thats gonna happen, It's just breaking me apart emotionally and i just cant take it anymore!!
