i dont know what to do or how to deal with this .. help :(
my boyfriend of two years has left me and understandibly pissed off at me i hurt him and betrayed him .. he had read a couple of conversations of me having i guess "cyber sex" with some randoms on a social network , but i didnt mean ne of what was said i honestly was just giving the guys wat they wanted , i didnt even think about the things i was saying i just replied so they wouldnt pester me.. it happened only one night , and i would never ever do this in reality it was just something that got out of hand and i know i messed up but he wont let me explain that it wasnt real and i didnt even mean or feel the things being said .
im really stressing i have lost him for good , even though it hasnt even been a week im so scared !
we are amazing together we were strong we work through things really well and i have done nothing before this to betray his trust. But he has to me , he was tlking to his ex about being together again nd they talked about ways of dumping me so they can be together then they had cyber sex.. that was months ago and i forgave him because he reasured me it wasnt real. i wish he would give me the same chance and ability to express i didnt mean it... help please :( some one give me some guidance