I have known a jerk that in the beginning, he was saying all these beautiful sweet things to me, and trying to get to know me. There was nothing impossible in his world. But I felt neglected a few months down the road, and wanted to find an exit, so I suggested to pause ( shouting in the phone). And he shouted back.
A few days later, he was saying all the ugly things and hurtful things to me for the break up. He also took back his words. I wonder if people who have been through divorce can be so ugly. His real face showed up, very yuck. I feel repulsive thinking of him.
How can someone turn 360 degree when they want to break up with you? I will try to be polite and stay calm, not wanting to hurt other people's feelings. He said he cannot to take on more responsibilites. I don't care what his excuse is. He sounded too ugly, too cruel, too repulsive. Like a raging animal wanting to bite. This is the most ugly jerk I have come across in my life. I regret so much having known him, and he has to dissappear from my life forever for me to heal.
I cannot look upon someone who deos not treat relationship and emotions seriously. How can the sun tolerate such jerks on earth?
