Hey guys, I really feel like shit because I'm stuck on the childish level of not having the guts to ask girls out face to face. It's silly, but I've never been the most confident guy (although I'm working really hard to be one). Today one of my friends enthusiastically ran up to me and told me how he asked a good looking girl out randomly on the school hallway and she accepted. Now that I think about it it made me totally feel like crap since I always rely on fb, or sms, which I know is just simply immature and spineless (just reflects "no confidence") and most probably pays off alot less than irl asking out. I admit all this, yet I lack the confidence in fear of rejection. In the past year, I've been rejected four times but also been hit on by the same amount, but it really doesn't help me out much. Dealing with rejection is a nightmare, and I have quite a load of trauma concerning it (I tend to take it too personally).
So if anyone out there could relate and virtually punch the cowardice out of me, I'd be extremely grateful. Oh, fyi I'm turning seventeen soon and studying in upper-secondary school.
Thanks!