And it hurts like hell right now.
Well, I suppose its over. He said he wants to take a break...I guess with 'normal' guy speak, that means its over without saying its over...but I know he's different, and if he wanted it to be over as a final thing, he'd say that. I know he's under immense pressure at work and also with his ex, and he said he sees it as him being unfair on me. And he doesn't want to hurt me if in the long run he still may not feel the same for me.
For now he wants to remain friends...but I'm not sure if i can do that after being with him for 5 months. Will that just be torturing myself? I am hurt, but I know where he's coming from too.