Hi
I'm a cheater. I broke up with my ex bf and is in a relationship with the present guy. All my friends think I'm a cheater because my ex is really wonderful person and loved me like anything. There were some problems between us like he was over possessive and conservative in his thinking. My present bf is a wonderful person but the problem is that my ex has started drinking and smoking a lot he does that because he says I can't sleep without getting drunk.
My ex bf was from my college and we had a relationship for 5 years. All the friends were mutual friends and now everyone thinks that I'm a cheater and slut. I even feel bad for him and even tried to help him. He has even got some infection in his lungs because of smoking. Now what should I do go back to my ex which I have tried but not able to show the same love that we use to have earlier.
No one in this world think that I'm right even my best friend thinks that I'm wrong. Sometimes I feel I should run away but how? What should I do cut off with my old friends so that I don't have to listen all the stuff or go back to my ex.sometimes it feel that some thing is cutting me from inside. As if my soul is dead or as If I have no right to say anyhting