The finer aspects of time
Yes, so I am over my ex. That was the easy part it seems. Now the residual effects hammer in. No one really told me about the dreams, the pain of conclusion, the fact she chose a man who she views as "better". Talking physically, mentally, emotionally and monetarily, I am a far better man! So I think I guess.
Sharing a child is hard, he insists at being at every drop off and pick up. So I get to see who replaced me every two weeks. It really IS hard!
Its an ego blow...a self esteem blow....its beyond heart breaking, it sits deeper.
Shes attracted to her own self-worth negative self, and here I sit, positive, at peace, getting through it...and alone.
Life is a freakin' mystery to me!