Broke-up with Girlfriend; want her back, not sure if this is possible or if I want to
> Break up with girlfriend less than a week ago due to going to different colleges, adds complications, etc
> Be happy in College and generate an optimistic outlook on life
> Yesterday, decided the relationship would still work if we took a more 'casual' approach - in order not to suffocate each other, be able to spread our wings on the social spectrum, and most of all not to cause unnecessary stress towards education, etc
> Rang ex, explained this concept but she didn't really seem to be herself - less sociable. Slept.
> Woke-up this morning with a text with out-of-context b& reasons as to why we shouldn't be together, yet she still wants to be...
> Decide to ring her and be upfront, since this is tedious and frustrating. Ask if I can see her when she's next available. She says yes, but no at the same time. She says I won't like to hear what she's got to say.
> Get her to explain why - she says she shouldn't yet she still wants to be with me. Ask for the logic behind her reasoning: Doesn't come up with anything logical as to why she doesn't want to be with me, but insists she still wants to be with me.
> Conversation nears to an end when she has a dramatic outburst of 'I don't know. Sorry. I have to go now' (Going out somewhere with family).
> Think I might be still seeing her on Sunday, but not so sure now. Yet, in the past, whenever we've had a scrap I could always win her back round once I'm in her company.
Additional information: Says she has the mindset of how she shouldn't go out with me, all due to principals of me breaking-up with her. I understand this - yet I don't understand why you wouldn't try again, especially if you still loved the person :/
I want her back. Not sure what to do - or not to do anything at all?
This happened at least an hour ago, and since then, I feel as though I have no chance and I should just leave her be and block her out of my mind. Not to mention how I'm a bit happier not to feel as sad as I did when I was on the phone to her.
Confused. Decipher her inner-meaning.
