An asocial guy who's confused of a girl's behaviour
Let's first get out of the way about who I am:
Currently going the 2nd year of High School, in a Science-programme class. I have friends that I hang out with regurarly during the week, and I have a family that I care about.
However, I never hang out with my friends in my freetime. That's because I'm asocial. I choose to not go to the mall, or into the city where there's alot of people (Public Places), and I don't want to talk to people I don't already know!
Now let's get down to business:
During my first year, I went to a language class (At around 20-30 people). Nearing the end of the first half-year, I noticed something odd about a girl that went to the same class as me. I had the class early (8.20 in the morning), so I always arrived earlier than others. Outside the classroom(s), there're benches and tables that you sit at while waiting for the class to start. I always chose to sit near a table where there were either no persons sitting there, or if there were only a few of them. When I was waiting, and if there were not alot of people there waiting, and if the girl would arrive, she would sit at the same table as me (Regardless if there free places elsewhere or not).
Seriously, the only reason she would not sit near me, was if the area around the table was completely occupied where I sat. There was also this one time when my friends and I were standing in line for lunch. At the entrance to the lunch room, there're two doors. And since it was a Friday, alot of people went home to eat lunch (Cause they had the rest ofbthe day off), so there were two empty entrances, one of which my friends were standing in. So while we were entering, I noticed that the girl and her friend decided to stand behind me in the same line (Even though the other entrance was empty, mind you). Also during our language classes, we had our own seats (Not assigned, just chosen by ourselves), and the girl and her friend had chosen to sit at the desk right in front of me (I had chosen before to sit alone at the back of the classroom).
That's the thing I'm really confused over. Since she choses to sit at the same area as me when it's available, isn't that a sign that she's interested? Just to be clear, we barely talked to each other, we don't go in the same class or have the same lessons, and yes, I do think she's pretty. At first I thought the only reason she didi that was because of sympathy (or something) because she thought I was a loner during school. However, during other school days, she should have noticed that I have other friends to hangout with.
And in case you are wondering, yes, I AM in love with her. Whenever I see her right now, my heartbeat's "Over 9000", and I barely breath!
