Is there any solution to this?
I am so lonely and desperate, this makes my life so hard. I do not ask for pity or remorse, I simply need your help and an advice.
I'm an 18 years old guy, in good shape, I go to college. I have friends, both girls and boys, but there is this big problem that has been stalking me for years. I feel lonely. And it's not because I don't have any friends, but because I don't have that "special" soul mate. Now don't tell me that I'm too young for anything serious, it's more than that.
I need someone to talk to, a girl with whom I can share my love and my passion, my happy times and my hard moments. I want to love her more than anything else on this planet, to cuddle whenever I'm cold and to share my pain whenever I'm sad. This is not about sex or anything like that, it's about love. I need that love and the fact that I have been trying for so long, but failed, kills me.
I don't know what's wrong with me? Am I weird? I never kissed a girl, never had a girlfriend, hell, I think I hugged a girl like twice in my life. I am not shy. I am a confident, good-looking guy, with a very interesting personality, and I am not afraid to express myself. But what's wrong with me, for God's sake? I am afraid that I might never find that one person.
Every single night I am trying to think about how I can make things better, but there's no solution. I feel so lonely, and it's like I had no one. Every time that there is someone interesting, she is either not interested or has a boyfriend, and I seem to be running out of luck day after day, year after year. I don't know what else to say.
Thanks for your advice, and please, do help me somehow.