Me and my ex broke up just over two month ago. The first month was really hard for me but then i started feeling ok. Very little contact in this time. Havent spoken to her at all in two weeks till the other day. She broke up with me and i get a text from her out the blue. We chat a little and i tell her i still miss her. I apologize saying i shouldnt have said that but i do. It would hae been our two year anniversiry on halloween and ive been thinking of what we should have been looking forward to. All good.
I was out that night though and got a bit drunk then text her "i still love you and i wish knew knew how much i was trying to show you how much i loved you". The next morning she sent a text saying She was perfectly happy till she read my drunken bullshit and its obvious I cant just get on with people!! And Im deleting your number, i suggest you delete mine. Bye.
Ive said i know i shouldnt have sent it as i was doing fine and its a step backward i didnt want to take but i do still have feeling for you.
I would at least like to get on with her, should i text to say sorry and just forget i sent it or just leave it. To be honest i do still love her. But i dont think id get back with her. Were not facebook friends anymore but what i can see of her profile shes been adding groups that seem to suggest its about our relationship. She cant see that shes 50% of why we failed. She wants to blame me for everything!! It frustrates me so much!
Text to clear the air or leave it?
