Falling for my best friend
I have fallen in love with my best friend, and it has caused our friendship so much turmoil, I've been in love before, but this one has to be the strongest, she only knows I have strong feelings for her, but I havn't told her that I'm in love with her, because she already thinks, that having such strong feelings for her, is only in my head, I have never in my life felt so sad and alone, she thinks we can still be best friends, but I don't know how to handle it, it breaks my heart anytime I think about us going our seperate ways, and not being friends, At one point she made me mad, and I stopped talking to her for 2 weeks, then one night she called me and she left me a message, and she sounded so sad, that I had to call her back, and the whole time talking to her, I couldn't stop crying, I do love her, and I know she doesn't love me back, I've never been in this much pain in my life, and I'm still lost on what to do, I guess I'm just posting this to see if others feel the way I do, and how they handle it.