Confused and Hurt Please Help
Went out with a girl were on and off through high school, she ment the world to me. My one and only, you know. Had to break it off, she moved down south to University I stayed to study at College. Still friends but I have struggled to get over her.
Met a new girl after 4/5 months, fell for her like nothing else. We go out all the time, then she said she'd fallen for me 2. But she has a boyfriend, they are serious, going out for a year or so. I've had a couple of chances to make a move when things have got hot dancing, real chances, kind of left her kissing air, you know? But me partly not able to get over Emma and myself not wanting to wreck our frienship I never made a move.
A couple of days ago she said she couldn't see a future with me, we have disgussed it before. I asked for reasons they were:
1) I've got a boyfriend: Which I've always been very respectful off.
2) Although she's sexual attracted to me she just can't "see us" dating?
No Idea whats changed. Sounds like she's playin me but she's not that kind of girl. Mixed signals are so confusing, she won't open up. Wants to be friends continue going out, same as the past but no future...
WTF should I do? Be friends although its killin me, end up wanting something I could never have. Still got that small bit in my heart telling me something could happen but it also tells me it will happen after the break up which ain't gonna happen for some time. I can go off with other girls to make her jelous but I more of a "one girl" kind of guy.
Ironic that I didn't make a move to save our friendship yet I'm not happy just being friends. I'll do anything for her, please help folks Thanks.