Is there something wrong with me?
I keep meeting these ridiculously gorgeous women and things get all excitable and heated then I get bored and just avoid them completely. Even an ex girlfriend, I kept chasing her for months in the hopes of getting back together with her, she expresses interest, and we sleep together...And suddenly everything seems dull and I just don't feel interested. Yes, I know, it sounds horrible. It's not like I want to hurt anyone, and most of the time I actually want to commit to just one of them, most specifically the ex girlfriend. She really is a wonderful, beautiful person. Wtf is wrong with me? I'm not some 20-year-old kid, I'm 30 now and it just feels like I should be smartening up. Yet I keep screwing things up with some potentially amazing women.
Please, help me make sense of this nonsense.