It pains when heart breaks
And for 4rth time In my life my heart broke (and no one was my successful GF)
First was when I did my schooling.
second was when I did my college.
Third was when I was searching for a Job.
And this time, the 4rth one ,when I am doing my job.
It all started that I met her in office canteen , she gazed at me and I gazed at her.
such eye contacts happen 3-4 times. I did not dared to go and talk her.
I Pinged her via our Office IM and she responded that she will talk once she is free.
i asked for a coffee. she replied she wil reply me some time later once free.
after few days I have to get to her (via IM) to see what she has to say. and she said she is not comfortable with coffee. I said OK but can we have chat and she did not replied.
After say few days later i tried talking her but she did not replied.
and yesterday she saw me and I saw her but I did not dared to talk her.
and today I pinged her < i got a reply from another boy that She is going out with him.
There was lot to tell in between but I want it short.
I know that I have misinterpreted that girl , but you know I liked her and that is paining.
Anyway but I am feeling like crying, because one must never dream and it pain when they never happens in real.