Possible to find True Love at 30?
hi guys. i'm 30. my wife left me. i met her when i was 14, she was 15. i have been with her for 15+ years. that is a long time, and i will admit that before i reached full maturity, i didn't always treat her right. She must have really loved me to stay with me because i did some things that when i think about it now, i say to myself, how could i do that to her? i now know that's what being young does, and even through all that we were always there for each other. i gave her everything. we have been through and experienced everything in life together. I can't live without her. i have contemplated suicide and still do. it's like life is worthless. working is now unbearable 'cos i think of her every minute. i know its really over because she is seeing someone else. we have 3 kids together. i still don't know or understand what ive done wrong. the last few years were amazing and i thought we were stronger than ever. nevertheless, after all my pleading(which always used to be successful) have not gotten me any results. i finally accepted it was over.
i dont want anyone else, but im willin' to give meeting new people. I just know it wont be the same. they can't give me what she gave me. i can't love them the way i loved her. i invested so much into her, i don't know if i have the energy to do all that again. coupled with all the hours i have to work, i honestly don't remember how to introduce myself to someone i might be interested in. what can i do? Also is 30 too old to find that type of love?