Help me ease my mind, questions regarding my girlfriend possibly getting pregnant?

Well the other night... 2 days ago.. Me and my girlfriend had sex before I put it in her I felt there there was some precum on my tip so I like rubbed it off before she blew me.. I don't know why I'm worried I just am.. I remember taking some precum off my tip before puttin it in her..
For 1/4th of the time we had sex that night , I didn't have a condom on for the rest 3/4th time I did but I never came at the end we just stopped having sex but normally when I am masturbating I can feel when I'm gonna *** , but I don't remember feeling it before I put the condom on so my guess is I didn't *** but I'm still worried even though I remember rubbing pre *** off my dick and not cumming in her that I know because i woulda felt it .
She got off her period like under a week ago and I won't know if she is pregnant till the end of the month I'm freaking out and thinking of ending my life if she is..

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and thinking of ending my life if she is..

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If this post isn't a joke (which I strongly suspect it is) then you're a coward and a despicable human being.