very very messy...

this is a nightmare...I am living a nightmare...I got involved with a married man. me - married too. He is younger. both of us have children but very unhappy in our relationships...the guy became my world. and I his! He was very poor...I gave him everything: trips, a car, laptop, even the driver's licence ...He treated me like a queen for 3 years...then he cheated..he told me 2 weeks ago...very angry with himself for making me suffer...i was on holiday with my family then...I could not eat sleep enjoy anything...could not even cry...things complicated even more: he told his lover and his wife about me...his wife left and then he went after them..he wants to be with them...he has told me not to bother him anymore...i know he would like to talk to me but he is terrified of his wife taking the kids and leaving again...today he got very abrupt with me on messenger...I logged off and did not reply anymore...I feel like life is not worth living...don't know what to do next...I wish the pain would go...or turn time back or...never have met him..

I wish i could be close to him again...i know he is missing that too....what if he wants me back? would i have the strength to say no?? Has anyone been in such a meesy situation??

Help!

Hello dotdotdot, welcome aboard. Enjoy your visits. ;)

Yeah u shore are a messy person. You made you're own choices so deal with it
You have no morals.you knew he was married and u 2.so you should have
leave it from day one. Carma is a bitch!
You still. Wanttoact like you r a victim. Take responsability once. And u r a bad bitch you told
his wife so u can have him.but did u tell your hubby what kind of whore u r?

You called it right. A nightmare. Pinch yourself hard until you wake up.

U though that money can buy lovr.u r a bad bitch.you
Seduce him and try to buy him wirh money ansd then tell his wife to destroy him.
What a shame. You only think aboit yourself.and dont even care about the kids.

He cheated on you?!??! BAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Did you ever talk about you both getting divorced?