Hey everyone!
I've got a boyfriend, that i do like ... we've been going out for 1 month, and i still don't love him .. i'm 18 and he's 21 ... i just don't think my feelings are in the relationship ... the problem is ... him and his friends are my only friends ... and i feel that if i break up with him i'll leave everyone else .. and i don't want that to happen :( ...
2nd problem ... ever since i've met his best friend, i've had strong feelings for him .. and he's had strong feeling for me i feel ... the other night .. i had to sleep in his bed cause my boyfriend was really sick after drinking a tad too much :P .. and the best friend just started rubbing my back .. then after a few seconds was like "i better stop that" .. and stopped and rolled over and went to sleep .. now that confused me ...
I hope i don't sound like a ***** ... another thing ... my boyfriend always pressures me into having sex .. which i don't like to have all the time! .. i feel like the relationships purely about sex!! And its frustrating!!! :(
Please please tell me what i should do!! .. i need help!! .. and i have noone else to turn to to talk to :(
