My gf and i dated for 6 months. It was an open relationship. All we expected was emotional fidelity. But I know she wanted more commitment. Anyway she left me for another guy. She has 2 kids. We broke up in April. Anyways 6 months of no contact she begins texting me. She says she is afraid to talk to me bc she thinks i dont want to talk to her. She says she does not have a bf but i know shes still dating him. She told me she was so sorry and asked me to forgive her. I did forgive her intellectually but emotionally no. Any way she stopped contacting me bc i was not initiating contact. She said she was happy i was doing fine. Anyways her contacting me set me back. So i texted her calling herterrible names and told her to never contact me again. It was just hurting me so bad hearing from her. I couldnt hear from her anymore. She was the love of my life and i miss her terribly. But i cant forgive the pain she put me through. There is no question here. I cast the final dice roll. I just need to vent my feelings. I wish she wouldnt have contacted me:(