It's been about a month since my boyfriend and I broke up. We dated over a year and we very much in love. In the beginning of our relationship I told him I loved him and he dumped me because he wasn't in love with me. We ended up getting back together since he wanted to see where it would go. He did confess his love for me a month later. This time he broke up with me because I didn't spend enough time with his friends and family. I work a lot and didn't honestly feel welcomed by his friends since I had been hearing they didn't like me. He invited me to his family's house 2 times within the year we dated. The final month we were together he expressed his feelings about me not being around enough so I tried to be with his friends more by going to a concert and bonfire and went to a wedding with his family. Clearly my efforts weren't good enough. After the break up I called him, e-mailed him and texted him because I didn't understand y we werent together. I thought he was the one tbh. He eventually started to ignore me. A while after I decided to text him to make nice and we talked nicely just catching up and he eventually ended up coming over just to have sex. He made it very clear all he wanted was sex and to not get back together. I was doing well up until now. Now afterwards I feel as though I took a step back and I thought we could just hook up without feelings but no. I do not know how to get over this guy and all I want is to feel better and like there is someone better out there for me but all I feel is alone. He is constantly around his friends to keep him distracted and I am quite often alone. A part of me hates his guts and a part of me loves him. There is no possibility of him considering the relationship again and I need to move on....help!