My ex did something horrible...
So i have like 8 posts around here. Maybe some of the more active posters will know me or will read them all.
I'm 25 and i've only had 1 real love till now. We had a relationship for 2 years and because i lacked maturity i left her , like an idiot. I tried breaking up with her so many times like 3(times) before she really gave up on me on the 4th time. The first 3 times she was the one to make me come back.
It's been 10 months now and im still not over her. She had 2 other guys and she was just about to break up with the last guy she was with and she called me crying to come and support her and stuff. I went there and tried to cheer her up , we talked about getting back together. We made plans for our new relationship for like 1 week and a half.
She tried to keep me at a distance physically and told me she needed to go to the shrink in this period because she was a mess because of her ex boyfriend.........buuuut she was actually keeping me on the loop , keeping me as a backup plan and was hoping that guy will come back.
So she promised me a new relationship, i supported her, did everything right after she humiliated me for 5 months straight, i was there for her in her weakest moment......... and she took him back... she had to decide me or him and she chose again to take him back.
I feel very deppresed because i can't come up with any good illusions or lies to keep seeing her like she once was (in love with me) , she clearly is over me and in love with this other guy, or just doesn't trust me . She said she took him back because he really needed her now , unlike me( yeah right) , she said she gave me way more chances then she gave him . All the motives seemed fake, the real reason seemed to be that she liked him way more because he was superior to me. I felt like total shit. She threw me away again for the 4th time after all the humiliation and begging she does this " we will be in a new relationship ... he is back.... so **** you bye!"
