Love problems

Hello

First of all I'll appologize for my incorrect spelling, english isn't my main language..

I'm in the following situation
I met a girl a few years ago after dating for a long we chose to take it a step further and start a relationship, everything was great.
But after 2 years being together my former gf said she had some family issues and she didnt want to drag me down with her.
I tried to convince her to stay together that we would come through together but she didnt want to hear anything of that.
So she broke up (though she told me she still had feelings for me), but we kept in contact.

After a while I started dating other girls, and I ended up in a relationship with a girl I actually didnt loved (i see that now), I think I was using her to forget my former love because I still had strong feelings for her, I still do at this point.
When my former love found out that I was in a relationship with someone else she cutted off any contact with me, she didn't want to hear from me again.

After a few weeks I considered that it was best for me to brake up with that girl I was together with to forget my ex bcause I was playing with her feelings imo, and it didn't work I couldnt get over my ex. I know this seems like a dickmove from me, and I realise that now..

But the thing I was building upto was, my former love started talking to me again a few days ago, but now I dont know what i can suspect from me..
I still love her, but does she still love me? I don't know and I cant just ask it right? I just want to know if she still has feelings for me and that was the reason she considered talking to me again, or she just got over me and just wants to be friends or something...
I'm still hoping to win her back again... But I don't know what to do and what to suspect..

Thanks for reading this
And any advice is welcome

Glenn

You were with her for two years right? I think you have every right to ask her does she still love you and can she see a future with you.

You need to know so you can either get back together OR get over her properly and move on with your life.

If she doesnt love you-dont stay friends with her. Move on

But I do want her in my life, even if she doesn't love me anymore. And I'm scared that when I ask her if she still has feelings for me it will become awkward between us

As long as shes in your life-you wont be able to get over her