well how do i start? ok, i`m 27 and she is 22. we`ve been together for 1 1/2 year and everythig was just perfect. didn`t even had a fight and we had large talks of getting married and start live of our own.My parents knew her and loved her very much, and i was often guest at hers and everything was normal, good and perfect. one month ago she told me that her parents don`t want us to be together cause I don`t have any perspective in life, i don`t have any future and that I WOULD PROBABLY DESTROY HERS....she told me that, and told me not to worry cause she will be with me no matter what. No parents or people can`t separate us, she said. Only death can do us harm...well, few days later she broke up with me and told me that she doesn`t want to see me no more, cause "it`s better for the both of us"...since then i`m living in agony, constant pain, can`t sleep, can`t eat, can`t even think straight...feel like i`ve lost everything in my life, except maybe the pain...let me tell you something about myself...everything i`ve done in my live, i`ve done it with both of my hands. I`m decorated soldier!!! and i had so much faith in future and everything that comes, no matter good or bad, cause i knew i could fight everything...but now, i have lost this battle...the battle against prejudies, the battle against her parents, and against my heart..she called me yesterday to ask me how i am.she told me that she loves me more than her live, but the things are that we can`t be together...that call put me in worst agony and misery, casuse now i have lost all of my hope...to tell you the truth i really don`t have nothing to live anymore...i hope that if i embrace the death, i will find peace for my broken heart, or i`ll fill nothing, cause i can`t stand this pain anymore...Oh, God, i love her...I really do!!!! pls is there anyone who can give me hope, or at least, a reason to live...is there anyone who understands me...can YOU help me!!! can something make this pain to go away...will be happy if you try to do that!
i have spoken...