why wont she open up and should i say something
I have been with my girl now for 3 mths. she was studyin for her lsat now she is done .. she called me usually 3 times a day maybe more durin her breaks. now that she is done sometimes she calls 1 a day or i have to call her.. i chose not to sleep with her because i am sick and tired of havin meaningless sex with women.. ( i have hurt to many people) . so i waited til last weekend.. she has told me about her ex's and how one tried to kill himself after they broke up.. So i can understand why she may hold back the way she feels.. but i mean come on now i give 1000% of my heart and soul to her.. she says to me i will call u back never calls. but then when we see eachother she is like all over me.. am i just thinkin to much .. i want her to tell me how she feels not just say i miss u all the time. i need some comments to let myself know i am not wastin my time.. in 1 yr she goes to law school maybe on the west coast so i am thinkin maybe she dont want to get close knowin she may leave me??? these are the things that are botherin me.. i am very courteus i will call her when i am goin out or call her to say goodnight so she has no reason to think other wise.
mind u i have not had a gf in 3 yrs and i am really lookin to find the one and besides the mind games i play with myself she embodies everythin i could ever want.
any advice ladies
