Lost my girlfriend, lost my best friend, help?
The story with my girlfriend is here:
http://www.loveforum.net/threads/81023-First-love-confusing-break-up
Just to save me some time and not have to re-type it. (Id love some advice on that too, please)
Ive known my best friend since we were about 5 years old. In middle school she started to change. Throughout high school she was a rude bitch, very preppy, just one of those typical girls in high school, except she wasnt like that around me. She was always herself. Once she started treating me like shit, I didnt think much of it. I was upset, but shes got a rough home life. A few days ago, though, she screwed me over once again and that was just the straw that broke the camels back. I told her that I love and care about her, but she cant keep treating me this way, and hopefully she eventually get's her shit together and we can re connect. It was hard but I know it was the best for me.
A few days later, this thing with my girlfriend, or, ex-girlfriend happens. I find that I lose friends for really harsh reasons. Wether its an argument, etc. Even though I know im not a bad person, and I know im a good person, it just makes me feel like im a terrible person. I try to be the best person I can be, yet I just cant help it, it brings me down. Has anyone else had this feeling? How did you guys cope?