I am pregnant with my stepdad's baby?
Okay, firstly can I say I don't want to be judged for this. Thanks.
I am twenty one years old and I don't live at home at the moment. When I was seventeen and staying at home with my mum, she met a new guy, Matthew. I thought he was a cool guy from when I first met him and I was happy for my mum, but I didn't think it would last long as he is only 32 and she is in her mid-40's. But I was proved wrong, as only a couple of months after they met, they decided to take the plunge and he moved in. I'd just broken up with my boyfriend when he moved in so I was vulnerable I guess.
My mum gets up really early for work and Matt doesn't start until midday so I often found myself cooking him breakfast. He used to flirt with me a little bit and I'd wink at him and say stuff like "Morning, sexy". But I wasn't being SERIOUS. However a couple of months after 'flirting' like this he gave me a smack on the bum. I was shocked but I didn't say anything because I thought it was funny. I didn't tell my mum about our morning flirtings while she was at work because I felt bad.
A few weeks after that we kissed and I was so happy I forgot about my mum's feelings and we ended up sleeping together. I moved out shortly after because I felt it was for the best. But he continued coming round while my mum was at work. and sleeping with me. It was unprotected and it continued for a few months. I know it's terrible but I love him so much. I feel so bad.
I felt nauseas one day and I feared the worst so I took a pregnancy test and there were two blue lines. I checked with the doctor and he confirmed my worst fears. I am only 2 weeks gone but I can't stand the thought of aborting my first child or sending him out for adoption. What should I do?
