Okay. So I'm not talking to him or anything..

but why is he still in my head all the time? I am distracting myself with activities, but all of a sudden there he is popping up in my head again. it upsets me because i really want to let him go and i never want to go back to him ever again. but, its like there are 2 of me inside. one that knows what the right thing to do is and one that kind of gives me glimpses of me going back to him. tell u the truth, its like he never really left. i feel like we are still together but we are not talking. i know its crazy! today i wrote "advantages of not being with him" and it made me realize what kind of person i was with, and i never want to be with such a person really. but in the end, it all comes down to getting him out of my system? thank you beautiful people for your support.