Never had sex, but instinctively know stuff!?

Not only have I never had sex, but was the only guy in school who didn't do the normal guy things (masterbate, watch porn, "check out" girls passing by in revealing clothes.)

My reason for this was simple, I wanted to only know pleasure through my future girlfriend/wife(reason for no masterbation), wanted to only look at her body and be the only body that brings me pleasure(reason for never desiring porn and why I looked away if random girls were scantily clad.)

For some reason though, on the inside I was very passionate, like if I ever got into a relationship, when it got to the emotional level where we could have sex, I somehow knew what I wanted. For example, I didn't really want my first time lying down, I wanted it standing up, with the girl arching her back(is that even a possible position? I tried to look it up, but ended up reading that the girl has to wrap her legs around the guy..)

Also, for some reason, I've always instinctively wanted to work on the breasts and just try to give my girlfriend pleasure through them.

Also, for some reason, I keep thinking if you give your girlfriend enough love and intimacy, especially through her breasts, that she will be stimulated to produce milk, even if we didn't have kids. I thought this was like a strange, science-fiction fantasy and that girls can only give milk after having a kid and not before it.

I finally looked it up a few days ago and it turns out... it's REAL. What I thought was mere fantasy is the actual reality of breasts. How did I know something I never heard of or was told wasn't possible? (It's been scientifically proven and I even read some stories, like how a husband and wife spent several weeks working on the breasts as a form of bonding and one day the woman began producing milk while they were doing their thing, despite the fact they never had children. And another thing I read was that the breast act gave an incredibly deep form of bonding to the two to the point that they became closer than they ever could with other acts. In various stories I read, during the breast suckling act from the husband, the woman found herself aroused and very ready/welcoming to sex afterwards, and that it led to a special kind of sex that is quite different.)

So yeah, after having had something I couldn't possibly know but felt instinctively about anyway, I just had to go and post it somewhere, so I ended up on the love forums since these acts are love based.

Also, I believe that the body type a guy is most attracted to might be based on the first girl he's had a sexual act or felt sexual feelings for. That might be why guys are most aroused by a certain body type. And why some relationships result in sexual incompatibility since the girls body type might be different.