Had to say Good Bye to my Lady Friend.
It's official, I had to end our affair. It's kind of sad to think that I had something good(in a bad way) going on for me. I know I could of had a "girlfriend" to fullfill my needs, but there wasn't no way to give up something that I have desired in a woman. She was humorous, had the best sense of humor, helped me out in diffucult matters. She was there like we were already meant to be together. Everything was just fine. She would come to my place and make my roomates question me about "who she is"? I already miss us running away together and finding excuses to be away without letting the husband know about us. The husband was rarely there and her sister watched her kids as she was gone in dark with me. I miss her coming in and pretending to send parcels out when it actually go to my place. I miss holding her late at night and talking about if we ever bumped into eachother in the past and how would we be if we met when she was still single. We laughed because there would be a big age difference. I miss making love in my place while my roomates would barge in later on. But we knew everything was wrong. So we called it a truths. She needed to get closer to her kids and her family. And I had to focuse on my film jobs. I never did tell her about my film career because then she would probably divorce her hubby and then I would have lots to deal with. I am here to say that I am sorry for what I have caused. I did say I would never do what I did again before, but now I am asking all you guys to forgive me and hope we can get along together. I am deeply hurt and feel lots of pain for not being able to see her anymore. My roomates are A-holes and want her number ever since she stop coming over. I came back here because you guys are my buddies. Help me feel better. Everything is moraly wrong that I did. Sorry guys.
[URL=http://loveforum.net/showthread.php?t=6634]thread in the past[/URL]
