Brand new here, hoping for some help with a girl?

Hey everyone, nice to meet you all. I'm really in need of some guidance or any advice about a girl that I have a lot of feelings for, and she's really hard to read. I don't know what to do. I apologize ahead of time for the length, but anyone who takes the time to read it all is greatly appreciated! (:

Alright so first of all, I am bi. And I've heard a lot of things about this girls sexuality, like she's bi or she'll joke about being bi or lesbian a lot, or that she's secretly a guy, something like that. She also said she's had a threesome before, of course that could've been two guys but the possibility is still there. Anyway, I've known her for five months and we're pretty good friends. We had a lot of problems when we first met each other but now we're cool. But I've liked her since the day I met her as weird as that sounds, and over the last five months she's done things that strike me as sort of odd, or she'll say one thing and do another. She's just very confusing and I'm hoping that this will help spare another headache.

So she does has a boyfriend, and me and him are friends but I sort of have this gut feeling that she feels something for me. About a month ago I told her I liked her but I would understand if she didn't wanna talk anymore I just thought she should know. She said she didn't wanna stop talking she just had been busy and she asked if everything was ok. But she didn't say anything about how I felt about her, so I thought maybe she didn't wanna say anything cuz of her boyfriend or something. The next time I saw her she was really rude the whole day and clearly didn't wanna be around me, so the day after I backed off a lot and I was pretty distant towards her. It didn't take long for her to ask if I was alright or if I was just grumpy or something, I told her I was fine but she kept asking. So I finally just said I was tired. And ever since then we've been cool again, nothing's awkward or anything. A few nights ago I was working a closing shift at work with her, and I made a joke to the manager that could've been taken badly if he didn't get it but she thought it was funny and she came over and hugged me and like rubbed my hair. Then she was like come on let's go smoke. So we went outside and smoked, and we just hung out. She showed me her dress for homecoming with her boyfriend and all this stuff. We went back inside and when we didn't have anything to do she came around the corner and she hugged me and backed me up into the counter, and then she saw stuff on my shirt and it was like up by my shoulder but still close to my boob and she wiped it off for me. Then my manager made some sexual joke about sharing a d*ck, and not a real one. And I looked at him and laughed a little bit and I saw out the corner of my eye her looking at me and smiling. When we left she gave me a ride home and my door was locked so I had to stay at her place, and she took me home in the morning.

That night I went to where we work with my boyfriend and she talked to us more than she usually would if I came in not on the clock, and I saw her looking at me out of the corner of my eye a lot. It was the first time she saw me in normal clothes and when she first saw me she said whoa, you in normal clothes. She also told me that she was really worried about taking me home late and she felt bad about it.

There's been other things too like if she has to get something that's near me she'll either stand really close to me so our arms touch or I'll move and accidently bump into her but she wouldn't move. One time she was standing behind me and I turned around and I'm pretty sure I saw her checking me out but I didn't look directly at her. She's kissed me on the cheek in front of two other guys, she used to joke about her being lesbian and saying I'm gonna be her girlfriend now, or if a guy jokes about me giving him a blowjob she'll say she has to give me one too, I can give her a lesson. But she hasn't joked about that since I told her I liked her. She looks at me a lot too. And last week I was standing by the counter and she came up to me and grabbed my cheeks and said your cheeks are so cute, and then she grabbed my head and pushed me down to you know where, and stayed there for a second or two. Then a guy was like wow really? She was immediatly like no and she let me up.

In text she's not really flirty or anything, and we don't text a whole lot but she sends a lot of smiley faces when we do. And I know that she really likes her boyfriend but I have a gut feeling that she's into me too, she just doesn't wanna say anything. And she's never said anything about me being pretty or hot or anything, but there's a decent amount of guys that like me. And I used to hear all the time that she was jealous of me. But her actions say the opposite of her words. So I'm really confused..I hope my minds not tricking me or anything, I just don't know what to think. Does it sound like she feels something towards me? Even if it's not a lot? Should I ask her about it or just move on entirely? Thank you for any advice and to everyone who read all of this (: