What should I do about her?
Theres a girl I really love, and I'm not sure what to do.
I fell for her immediately, and believe she got feelings for me shortly after. We've known each other since the 2nd grade and I can remember things she did over the years that looking back seem like indications that she liked me.
It took me years to finally make a move, and when I did it was a really cringe-worthy way. She was already seeing someone. I was disappointed, and wanted to show that I really cared to help my chances if they ever broke up, so I began going out of my way to talk to her for a while. She seemed to like it, and began coming around me a bit more.
After a little bit I stopped, and we haven't said much to each other since. We've had small talk here and there, but nothing like it was. I still think she cares, and she seems to get jealous whenever I come onto other girls.
I try to move past her, but it never works. The releationships I've been in never took off, and when going out to try and meet girls, I always get reminded of her. The most recent example of this was at a Christmas party about a week ago. There was a cute girl there with plastic antlers on, and she seemed nice. I was about to walk over to her, then I see her being mean to this little kid, and it makes me think of how the girl I love wouldn't do that and is really good with kids.
I've felt affection for other girls, but nothing like this. I truely love her, and feel that deep connection. Shes still with her boyfriend, and I don't want to steal her away. We see each other at chruch but I never have the chance anymore to talk to her anymore, and school is out for the next couple weeks, so I don't have much of a chance at the moment to talk to her. What should I do?