Is there a relationship awaiting in the near future or just a disater?
I am 23,
Recently i began hanging out with a 19 year old (soon 20), which a met through a friend (Her best female friend at the time)
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Little background,
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Me and not the person in question but her ex best friend have been friends for years, which at some point included sex, but just sex.
Then one day at a party i met this person in question and we began talking.
At first we did not really talk talk, i acted more like a medium between these 2 friends whenever they were in a fight, that was pretty much the only time i talked to this person in question.
Then me and the person in question began talking more and more, while i would not call us entirely friends i took a long shot and invited her home to my parents for a few which i was visiting for christmas, it turned out quite well, the relantionship went from two random people, to sex, and to ''something'' more.
Then a bad thing happened, and we pretty much stopped talking, we did not talk from christmas until a few days ago when she called me and asked if we were having a fight.
In my oppinion we were not having a fight, i was in a confused place, and we just talked, then i invited her over, and she came, we went out and did something fun that night (i totally beat her at it :p), a few kisses were shared there.
then we came home and once again the relantionship turned into something more... not just sex... not just sex friends either... holdings hands... sleeping tightly holding each other... crossing finger...
she made me feel good, and safe... had not felt that way about anybody since my ex...
Then yesterday she went back home, a last kiss was shared before she took the bus, a few hours later i wrote a text saying something along these lines
''Thanks for comming over, it was wonderful seeing you again, i really do like you, and i hope you are still interested in walking forward with me, one step at a time''
i just wrote it more romantic, and more nicer, but that was the just of it...
I have not heard from her since.. and that is nearly 2 days ago
I am normally good at reading women, since the majority of my friends are woman... but there is just something about her that makes her difficult to real, feels as though she is holding her emotion back at times , with a combination of bored and sometimes sad, confused.
I tried to talk to her about ''what are we doing'' but from her answer i felt that she was not yet ready for that talk..
So my question, what is going on?
Does she like me? does she not? what should i do?
Normally i would be sleeping and fooling around with random girls and friends,,, but since i met her, the need to do that has dissapeared, i have her on my head more than i want to...
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The first time after christmas we stopped talking, if she had not called me i would not have texted her or called her.
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She has not answered, I have no intentions of contacting her until she contacts me, that might make me look like a jerk, but thats how i am, it takes 2 to tango!, i dont crawl for anybody
