Should I stay or should I leave?
I am currently dating this guy. We've known each other for 4 years now. We started dating last month. The problem started when he decided to put our relationship 'on hold' when we were dating in less than a month. It literally broke my heart. I didn't tell him whether I want to break up with him, but neither did I actually waited on him. During the period, I live my life like a normal single person.
Recently, he texts me like nothing happened. I didn't really feel the spark anymore after what he did. I wanted to break up with him, but he always complains about things that I feel bad if I dump him when he is still figuring out the mess in his life.
The reason I want to break up with him is because he complains too much. He over thinks about almost everything. When I tried to give him advice, he always end things with 'ok'. Then, he complains so much that I think like I'm the boyfriend instead of him. I feel like I am tougher than him in handling situations. Because of his complains and kill the conversation with 'ok', I don't get much chance to share my life story to him. Another reason is that I doubt his real intention in this relationship. He said he been liking me for years, but the way he interacts with me doesn't really shows that.
I don't know if he sucks at being a boyfriend, lack of social skills, or just a guy who's afraid to be lonely.
I've been debating myself whether to give this another chance, since we only dated each other in a short time. I want to talk about this, but I'm afraid that he'll over thinks again, and put this 'on hold' again or things like that. I want to keep trying, but I don't know if this is worth it.
I've been thinking that if he keeps running away from discussing this and look for a solution, I might have to break up with him. But I don't want him to take me as 'you gotta change yourself or I'll leave you' kind of person. I just want him to try harder because I couldn't feel his effort. How do I do that?