going crazy about history
well everyone,i guess the reason i came here in the first place is due to my gf's past. While as I waited for someone special, she took the opposite path and has had an extraordinary amount of sexual partners :horror: . It sincerely drives me crazy, i see things, lose sleep over it, and i assume its because i feel inferior to her and them, and i completely guilt trip her about it. I tell her the only way i can get over it is to hunt them down somehow and harm them to boost my self esteem,then she gets angry and says that she's over it, so why cant i get past it, i honestly have no idea. Our relationship is incredible, but this is the only thing that gets in the way. Anyone have advice on how i can get over this pain i feel? :(