Loved bestfriend and so did she.. But

Well last year around March , we started to be very close. We were always hanging out after school twice per weeks and people even thought we were in a relationship. They would even ask her whether we were a couple . I always thought that i would try not to fall in love with her as i didnt want to break our friendship.We often flirted too.. She would always stick with me and we usually did eye contacts.
I did love her afterwards tho.. but was scared to ask or even tell her that i loved her But around november she got closed to another boy and i didnt really want them to become good friends as i was scared they would fall in love and the boy even confessed to her !
But this year i felt very jealous and asked her whether she loved the other boy to which she replied she does not know mayB later ..and asked her whether she loved me before too . She said yes around October she loved me and even thought like me that she wont love me so as not to break this friendship.i even asked if i asked her out whether she would accept or not . She said she would.. I did thought whether she loved me or not cause of her attitude but i was too afraid.
But right now i told her i love her but i know that she does not love me as we dont even talk like we used to.
Ik im kind of a fool because i didnt take my chance but your advice would be welcomed im kind of depressive right now tho..
I might still love her right now.