Girls lose interest in me quickly, what am I doing wrong?
Hey I'm new here, I'm a 20 year old male (almost 21) and I've only had one girlfriend that only lasted like a week, tbh I don't remember how long it lasted me and the girl only met up once and it was rubbish. Anyway I used to really want a girlfriend like I used to daydream about having an relationship because I'm a really nice guy like people use the term whipped, yeah that's me I recently started watching a TV Series because a girl I like was like "you have to do it" Yeah, I'm ****ing pathetic. But after being played by a couple girls I just completely changed and had no interest in love. 1 girl told me she was really into me thought I was gorgeous always messaging me with 20 odd kisses yet whenether I asked her on a date she turned in down. There was another girl she was the girl I got my first kiss off and to date only kiss (took me 19 years and a shit ton of youtube videos to figure out how to kiss properly) she stopped talking to me too I think I know why with her because I didn't have sex with her (I'm a virgin I didn't know what to do we were laying in bed together and she was touching my cock up but I didn't take the hint) Anyway these incidents happened about 2 years ago and just made me hate love I had no interest in it at all that was until I met this girl online (yeah online I did say I'm pathetic) normally I get speaking to a lot of girls online on webcam type sites I guess they find me an attractive guy but normally we will speak and I'll add them on Skype and they will never talk to me again well this girl kept talking to me and we skyped like 5 days in a row for hours and hours (I once stayed up until 4AM when I had work at 8AM to talk to her) anyway this girl was saying I'm dreamy, gorgeous perfect etc she said she wanted a new boyfriend I thought well we live in different countries but **** it why not I asked her out and she said she wanted time to think, whats fair enough but she never told me the answer and takes hours and hours to reply UNLESS I call her beautiful or give her a compliment without fail she will reply in seconds saying "Noo, you're lying" I've thought about just leaving it because I'm never going to meet her especially because she takes like 5 hours to reply and got angry with me for taking 30 minutes to reply WHILE WORKING! But I keep coming back like the pathetic prick I am, I honestly don't know what I'm doing wrong because EVERY GIRL said I was perfect, gorgeous and a genetleman because I'm not sexual like most guys yet always lose interest, I guess that saying "Nice guys finish last" is ****ing true because I'm so nice its pathetic like staying up when I had to work to talk on Skype watching a tv series that I had no interest in because a girl told me **** me