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I still miss you so much. It's still hard for me to imagine that you are not going to be a part of my life... I wish things were different. I wish u never hit me. I wish u never treated me badly.
I know you miss me too. I know you're now regretful for what you did. but for what use now?
I wish I could see you just one more time and call you my baby.
I can't believe it still hurts like hell when i think about u.
I can't believe that i feel like i'm cheating on you if i think about getting to know another guy.
I swear that ur the devil. Sometimes i think of how mean u were to me at the times when i needed u most, and you would simply leave me in agony. u knew how much i loved u and u abused that. sometimes i wonder how the hell i put up with u for 2 years and kept on loving and supporting u.
what do i do when i miss like that? what do i do when i know ur still thinking about me? my baby... that was never love that u gave me. and ur right, our magic was an illusion... but it was i who was illusioned, not u. bcz u know what? u'll never find anyone like me, and u'll never be loved the way like i did.
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i cant sleep. its been one month and i need to talk to u. im worried about u. i feel like something bad has happened to u. my heart is aching.
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All those people around me and you're still an empty hole in my heart. I wonder where you are a million times every day. And I hate myself for not deleting your number yet.
I hope you never existed. Letting go is so hard. I wish you were here to tell you how much it hurts that my best friend is leaving the country. I'm gonna feel so lonely without her. You were supposed to be here next to me. But you're not.
I wish you taught me how to be more like you -- careless and stone-hearted.
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you are either in jail or in rehab... where the hell are you? i cant believe i still miss u!! what happened to u? and why do i still care!? i know u r somewhere with no internet connection. i know something weird is going on. and i wish there is a way to know what it is. ur birthday is coming soon. well, happy birthday...
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I thought your long disappearance was suspicious, but to find out that u really are in jail... wow.
I dont know whether i should feel sorry for u or that u just got what u deserve!
But to think that me and my mom are responsible for it, thats too much. well, at least now i know that u knew how badly u behaved with me. But thats not me, although maybe i should have, but no. Im not that kind of person, and u should have known that.
now u tell me how much i mean to u? now u tell me im still in ur heart?? hah! so u were just making me suffer.. instead of apologizing to me and my mom.
and ur mother! what an idiot! she never even talked to me or even told me that ur put away in prison! But as always, i had to be the better person and talk to her. she talked to me as if im some kind of an enemy.. i think she put ideas in ur head that i went to the police maybe.
pft. i dont care about all of u anymore. im just glad that god is with me. im extremely thankful for i have never in my life felt that ive been taken care of divine power that much. u, ur mom and the rest of ur family are all feeling what u made me put up through.. all the suffering. not because its their fault or something, but because they let u.