I think this thread needs to go the way of the dead.
I'm going to bed now, I won't be posting in this thread again.
That stage you go through where you end up saying something or doing something you wish you hadn't, I just did that. It's over and done with. I've ceased all contact with her, lost her phone #'s, blocked her on all my IM lists, removed her email addresses from my contact lists.
If you wanted to know, she wasn't my first girlfriend, not by any means. Not even my first love.
That's the end of everything. I'm done with explaining everything about her in this thread.
I've caused myself a huge headache and I think I really really hurt her and that makes me feel so much worse.
I just hope she has a good life and is happy. As long as she is happy, then it doesn't matter to me how as long as she is happy, END OF STORY.
END HERE!!