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Someone has to cover all the expences of travelling and acommodation when volounteering... No, I don't play any instruments, I only compose on computer sometimes. But what I meant was i enjoy listening good music, interesting music, I like jazz festivals etc.
Orchestra? No. There is a chore, but I am bad singer. Besides, its only for singing, not interacting.
Its also very small college where I am in. And this is a small town.
Blanking means to ignore or avoid in certain way.
Another thing that bothers me is that maybe i chose the wrong profession to study. This would bring me secure future if I do well in studies, but in fact I feel more comfortable with painting. Currently I am thinking when I finish this school after two more years, I go to uni to study painting. Which is 3+3+3 years to get a doctors degree. I'd spend my whole life studying, practically.
There is a painting course in my school also. I got into there too, but chose another course where I am now. And she is in painting course. Thats two flies in one place that I want to be with...
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a painting class would be good. you'll get out of this booboo. we've all gone through this. things will get better, i am 100% sure.
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Surely there must be more than one painting course being offered.
I think it is wise that you pursue your degree in a field that pays the bills, and then study art. Who cares how long it takes? What else do you have to do with your time? In the meantime, you will be able to eat, and the classes will enhance your quality of life.
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So today I saw there was an exhibition in a shopping mall. The pictures where from our college graduate. It was shit. ****, this made me pissed. These kind of things develope depression, you know? Every shit thing bothers me, seriously. I am afraid that taht person chose a wrong profession and now he is stuck with it, doing shitty paintings. Kind of like I am now with what I am studying.
I promise after all this session shit is done, I will start painting hardcore in new year. Lets see if I actually manage to keep enough paintings to make an exhibition. Or I have to paint more.
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What do you paint? What medium do you use?
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Oil on canvas usually. I mainly paint nature, old buildings and stuff. I find humans boring, so I never got much into figure painting.. I am practicing it now, partially thanks to school and its academical path.
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Do you have photos of your work? PM me a link, why don't you...
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I don't own a camera, so I'll see if I can or not.
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Booba has talent! That explains his depression. Lots of talented artists suffer this way.
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Wtf are you talking about? How does that explain my depression?
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Lots of creative people are depressed.
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HOW does that exactly explain anything?
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It explains why you are drawn to art. It's a form of expression, don't you think?
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Yes, but you said it explains why I feel depressed. Now I am confused what 'IT' is...
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Sorry, my friend. I mis-spoke. I meant that your passion for art might be (in part) explained by your depression.