You're going to regret it one day....
I never saw the break-up coming...
He broke up with me 2 days after we had been talking about where our reception was going to be held...that's right, we were engaged.
We had everything planned, where we were getting married, where the reception was going to be. the rings, my bouquet, everything...
Said we were going paths were going seperate directions...bullshit!!!
He made me drive down the hour down to his house then i had to wait 2 frickin' hours for him to get home so he could break up with me!
I took his high school ring when he said we're through and chucked it at his head!!!
I told him "I get the guns and the $450 of ammo that I bought back."
Later on that day I called the local country radio station and requested "Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You" by Kellie Pickler
they asked who I wanted to send it out to. my reply: "Once the bastard hears the song, he'll know EXACTLY who it's for."they asked if I wanted to give him a message with the song. I said: "Yeah I do. Sweetie, you're REALLY gonna regret this one day."
this is part of a letter I wrote him. I'll never send it, but writing it helped me a bit...
I can't believe you did this to me. We had our entire lives planned together and without you in it, I feel like I have nothing. You were the reason I got up in the morning, you were the reason I breathed. You were everything I wanted and everything I needed. How could you? I still love you and I know I always will. Once day you really are going to regret the day that you broke everything off. and I hope I'm there to see it happen.
You know that if you came back today and asked me to forgive you I'd let you back into my life in a heartbeat. But that's never going to happen and that breaks my heart.
Have a good life, one day I'll find a REAL cowboy...one that treats better than you EVER did...and when that happens, I hope you're there to see what could've been yours. I hope you see how happy I am and I hope it hurts you as much as you breaking up with me hurt me...it's the least you deserve.
I hope this song {Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You} is burned in your brain for the rest of your life along with our engagement picture right beside it, so you NEVER forget when you were the happiest you've ever been and ever will be which was me by your side...after everything you put me through, it's the least you deserve.
You know that you'll always have a place in my heart, no matter how many times it gets broken.