the way i feel

sorry but i don't really have much sympathy these days. you're going around feeling sorry for yourself when you should be actually realizng your life and trying to strengthen yourself. like i said before, i'm not gonna be one who does it for you, but if want to feel sorry for yourself, then by all means...it's your life, not mines.

raverboy

She's 14, people.

what does that have anything to do with anything Tone

your brain hasn't fully developed ... you haven't even tasted life yet ...

Seriously. You don't know about life yet. AT ALL. Give yourself time, get off the drugs and alcohol, stopping having sex with random people, distance yourself from those with a negative influence on you (your family) and start to find people who actually enjoy you. And stop throwing everying so out of proportion. Life can be pretty damn awesome if you give it a chance.

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Originally Posted by Junsui

I remember when I first started having depression, when I was 12. Then when I was 15 and tried to kill myself a few times. Eventually it does get better. Sure, I still get depressed and have the occasional thoughts of suicide now, but overall I've come to realize life is too precious to just throw it all away. So whether you are trying to get attention or actually feeling like killing yourself right now, go get help.

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I'm sorry to hear that Junsui. My impression of you has always been of character and strength, I'm very surprised to know that. I remember being very depressed from years of 12 - 14, but I have always loved myself too much to ever even think in those terms :) Maybe, that's a solution right there. Anyone who feels overly depressed should develop an npd as a self preservation defense mechanism hehe

I'm guessing though, that maybe having these extremes is sometimes a good learning experience...

stop listening to emo. Problem solved.

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Originally Posted by Mishanya

I'm sorry to hear that Junsui. My impression of you has always been of character and strength, I'm very surprised to know that. I remember being very depressed from years of 12 - 14, but I have always loved myself too much to ever even think in those terms :) Maybe, that's a solution right there. Anyone who feels overly depressed should develop an npd as a self preservation defense mechanism hehe

I'm guessing though, that maybe having these extremes is sometimes a good learning experience...

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Ahhh Thank you Mish! It was a good learning experience. I've grown since then. :D