He doesn't act scary, or say things like "I want to get in your bed" or things like that. As I said, he doesn't cyber with me-
I was the one who started flirting with him if memory serves me correct, and even now there are times where he may be hesitant. When I talk to him on the phone, he may start pausing, and then tell me that he's afraid of hurting me. We don't talk down and dirty, or anything like that- but he's nice, doesn't demand anything from me.
Some of my freinds know about him- not all of them though. We all share attractions torwards older guys, I mean, there's not much you can do when all the boys around you are retarded. In fact, I feel that I would be better off with someone that isn't my exact age since boys are nothing but raging hormones- they realize they have a dick and they want to get into everyone's pants, it's disgusting. The way they talk, the way they dress, the fact that they make fun of others, the whole immaturity thing just bugs the hell out of me. They can't take anything seriously.
I'm not self concious- I know who I am, and what I like- and I do not like them.