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I know Fras, I know. This summer when I have that 1 week break during classes I'm going to Niagara Falls with some friends for a long weekend. Of course we'll drink and go to the casinos and arcades and whatever, but it would be a great time to get laid for the first time, during a trip with my friends instead of me by myself at some hotel room in Toronto

But I did have a nightmare like a month or so ago, where I fuccked some girl who may or may not have been an escort but had all the usual markings of one. Anyway I panicked like hell that I got some STD, and woke up and felt great I didn't

I feel like if I bang a hooker I should get some sperm frozen first in case I get HIV or something. Because regardless, I want to have kids in one way or another. I need to look into that more

Yeah, gear up for the trip thing. I know a dude who was in far worse shape than you that landed some german babe on a road trip to canada. Maybe you should cut out the soda-pop from your diet. Often the need to jerk it comes from anxiety, not from feeling sexy. High sugar intake is the leading cause of anxiety (and depression, in fact.) Yeah if you don't believe me you can look it up.

Anyway DM don't be discouraged because dumbfcks like me have gotten laid a few times. You sound like you're anxious to lose your virginity but trust me, the day after the day is just like any other day.

Just stay on your path MD, oops i mean DM. ( ; When your train comes all of this will probably seem quite trivial.

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Originally Posted by DoesntMatter [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

I know Fras, I know. This summer when I have that 1 week break during classes I'm going to Niagara Falls with some friends for a long weekend. Of course we'll drink and go to the casinos and arcades and whatever, but it would be a great time to get laid for the first time, during a trip with my friends instead of me by myself at some hotel room in Toronto

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Why don't you come down to NYC instead this summer? You can have any girl of your choice.., (except for celebrities)

Even if all you're looking for is sex.., (i'll try my best to swallow that).., but even if that's all you're looking for.., I feel it's much better to have your first time with a real person.., where there is some degree of emotional connection and feelings involved.., as opposed to a soul-less meat-bag with a price-tag on it..

You only get one first time.., and you remember it for the rest of your life.., it's a memory that you can't delete even if you try.., you're stuck with it for life.., and even if it's not exactly the best.., at least it's not a memory you constantly have of you having sex with a hooker.., I can only imagine the amount of guilt and shame you'd burden yourself with if you did something like that.. Just my opinion DM.. just looking out for you..

Best,

GrkScorp

Either way I'll be pretty busy until next summer

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Yeah, gear up for the trip thing. I know a dude who was in far worse shape than you that landed some german babe on a road trip to canada. Maybe you should cut out the soda-pop from your diet. Often the need to jerk it comes from anxiety, not from feeling sexy. High sugar intake is the leading cause of anxiety (and depression, in fact.) Yeah if you don't believe me you can look it up.

Anyway DM don't be discouraged because dumbfcks like me have gotten laid a few times. You sound like you're anxious to lose your virginity but trust me, the day after the day is just like any other day.

Just stay on your path MD, oops i mean DM. ( ; When your train comes all of this will probably seem quite trivial.

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Worthwhile advice is frowned upon.

That's another infraction for you.

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I feel like such shit

I was having an OK day until I kept seeing all these couples together and whatever, and unfortunately overhearing other peoples conversations and then hearing about how several of my friends hooked up last night. And then I just thought about some girl I used to like at work who was 1 year younger than me, and when my sister asked if I thought she was cute and I said yeah, my sister laughed and told me she was dating another guy who worked nearby and was in his late 20s

I don't even know what to say because I feel so bad. I feel so bad all I can think of is rattling off endless clips into these guys' chests and breaking their skull with a nice wooden AK stock and beating their corpse into a bloody pile of shit. I'm convinced people don't even think of me as a person because they consider other peoples as to having requirements that I don't

And today I saw a nice easily identifiable car that I remember first semester started honking at me and all the people inside shouted obscenities on like a Friday or Saturday night probably going to a party while I was crossing an intersection coming back from the library, and thought "Shit, if I ever see that car and the person in it I'm going apeshit". Well I saw it today and wanted to beat the driver and everyone in the cars head in with a metal bat and make them the recipient of my anger because they definitely warranted it. Of course in daylight in front of anyone and showing an attitude like that is not smart. You gotta strike when the time is right

God I want to kick their soft stomaches in until they barf up endless pools of blood and just empty slugs into their ****KING HEADS GOD FUCCKING DAMNIT!

Oh yeah, it occured to me how much I would love to kill some motherfuccker in front of their girlfriend if they try belittling me in any way in front of their girl, because why would they need to justify themselves to their girl in that way?

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I know what you mean - couples are everywhere and I get down about it sometimes as I've never been part of a relationship in my life so far and everyone else around keeps talking about things they did with their ex or what they are doing with their bfs.

But killing people is scary. Don't worry about others - seriously. I mean, what kind of life do you want? To kill the people in that car, to get banged up in a small prison for years with weight loads of guilt on your shoulders, is that it?

Take up something like kickboxing or Rugby where you can let out all that negative energy inside you. Then you will feel so much better about everything and will be able to attract the right sort of people :)

X

Yeah, DM needs to seriously take up some martial arts.

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Being a teenager isn't easy we were all there at some stage.

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What I wouldn't give to go back, it was so ****ing easy lol.
DM, you need to get into some MMA, jitsu or boxing and take that shit out on a bag....

The only thing that got me with your post was the "waiting until the time is right line". That's pretty "im gonna shoot up a school" like.

Cheer up man! ;)

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Originally Posted by Lozenger [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Take up something like kickboxing or Rugby where you can let out all that negative energy inside you. Then you will feel so much better about everything and will be able to attract the right sort of people :)

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Just read this, I just posted the same thing. It really is such a release of tension etc. Also being active regularly in a gym, it's my church pretty much. The one and only place where I zone and just work on exactly what I need and WANT to do. Just gotta find something constructive.

Being a dork most of my life I've gone through the crap you're going through. Still kind of am, just not so much now that I am in college and I do my own thing now. I've learned to just cope with it and realized as you mature (age is irrelevant here because some people don't) people tend to act less stupid. You also begin to ignore and not even care what others think.

I've had retards yell at me from the street just like you had, I've envied friends for having girlfriends, and I'll be honest I still do to a certain extent but that's just my feelings that I learn to control. You can't act out on your emotions, that's what separates us from the primates.

Don't go ****ing some whorebag...there's no rush to losing your virginity. I'm still a virgin, I'm 19, and I'm glad I didn't give it to my cheating whore of an ex girlfriend. You'll know when the time is right. Like people said, the first time is always something you'll remember and I want mine to be special and I'm sure you do as well. Just be patient, good things come in time.

Start running or something man, you seem to have a lot of bottled up emotions that you need to get out somehow. Violence isn't the way to do it.

To relieve stress, i workout doing Cardio, Yoga, Weights, Abs, and also have some fun with Latin / Ballroom Dancing.
Watching documentaries where your learning about a specific place, or enjoying the nature scenes.
Talking to friends that know how to cope with your situation, suggesting things to do or just making you comfortable when things seem like they're going downhill from here.
Playing sports and trying your hardest to help your team win.
Try things that you normally were too afraid to do before.
Meet new people, and make them like you by staying positive, so you portray confidence, and makes you feel better about yourself.

P.S. Just head to places where there's no negativity and people accept you, instead of judging you.