Thanks to all who responded so far.
I'm not sure if this is a booty call or a real get-back-together. She lives 2 hours away, and we still have 2 years of college left. I'm very hesitant about a long distance relationship. I know I have deep feelings for her, but I'm not sure how it will work out practically beyond this weekend. I haven't really talked to her about this... She is a virgin too... Look, this is insane for me right now, because I have NEVER kissed a girl before. Never gone to any bases. None. The most I've done was hold hands with her. Our relationship was very short-lived.
Oh yes, and is real sex that much more pleasurable than masturbation? I masturbate very often, and I've begun to get bored of it over the past few months. My "stamina" has increased dramatically since the hey-days of high school. I guess there's the heat from the body contact, and her face being so close to mine and all...
I'm thinking missionary, but will it be tiring? I work-out and am in good shape (not too buff), will I get tired after like 5 minutes? assuming I last that long.
Lastly, is it good to masturbate like the morning of the day? I mean, so I'm not super horny so I end in a minute.
Cain: as for wasting it. I don't know, I've been under a lot of pressure from school... from work... I've grown up with so much expectations, both from my parents and from myself, and I'm really, really exhausted from work. Right now I'm just jumping at this opportunity... It's something different. Different from the expectations and work I've had to deal with all my life, ya know?